-slsk the new of montreal
-buy polaroid film
-put money on credit card
-lambskin notebook
-put the flowers somewhere that the dog won't eat them
-revive deviant account because i have nothing else to do
-find something else to do
-put batteries in the camera
-stop using the phone
-take the dog outside
-find remote/stamps
-not falling asleep
-colorado
-new car
-holga camera
-oktomat
-the weather
-iceberg lettuce
-blow out candles
-find psychology test + finish test
-declare major
-cook something difficult
-check email
-"rapping" paper
-gallons of water
-pomegranate stains
-cheap merlot
-get his things out of my house


this is my first saturday night spent entirely alone in four years. i don't know if that is accurate, but it is close. i helped sea with her onion soup this afternoon and we were both bawling our eyes out. smoke alarms. sunglasses. barking dog. speaking french. three cigarettes. since then ive been sweeping, smoking, drinking, and staring.

i'm always cut short. i live fifty degrees.